Dear Ed,
When I was living in the Himalayas, in the 2000s, I was fascinated by stories of how there were fossils of sea creatures up in the mountains. It’s said that not very long ago the Himalayas were under water and when the waters receded, the marine fossils of the sea bed remained, making the extremely fertile soil of the lower mountains and plains beneath.
One particular fossil caught my eye, or gripped my heart. It was like someone held my hand when my sight passed over it. I was somewhat alarmed by that as I was in a shop where the owner was a black magic advisor to people. I felt wary.
However, overcome by curiosity, I asked what that stone was. “That’s the stone of Kuber, the keeper of wealth,” the shop owner replied. I immediately dismissed the idea of buying it. I just hate the idea of certain rocks and crystals bringing someone wealth. Somehow it just feels disrespectful.
It’s a concept much used in black magic. They get something of high natural vital energy, these days, most often, it’s the preserved energy of an unborn baby; and they keep it in their shops, houses, churches etc., because that high vitality field attracts energy to it for resolution. Because, a child crying for help attracts adults instinctively to help the child.
That is NOT the kind of energy a human needs. It works in the short term to draw people to a shop or church or gym or whatever, where they’re subconsciously so overwhelmed that they are vulnerable to suggestion, leading to sales; but it always backfires sooner or later. It’s a horrible karma to have anything to do with.
So when that shop man spoke of the stone like that, I immediately dismissed the idea of getting it.
Some years later I read online that what I’d seen was a fossil called Orthoceras. It’s an extinct cephalopod (!), a relative of the squid, octopus and nautilus.
Some years later, I came across an Orthoceras fossil I could afford. I bought it as a gift for someone I know who loves cephalopods. For logistical reasons I could not post it to them, so I ended up adding it to the crystals I carry on my body, carrying it for them.
That was some months ago, just before winter started. That fossil, Ed, caused me to have more internal warmth than I’ve had in years in the winter. It itself is so warm to hold that I have often put it down because it’s too warm to hold. It might not seem warm to people with a usually high body temperature, but my temperature falls considerably because of the arduous situation I’m in, where I often am very sleep deprived, woken up with a shock, my entire nervous system blasted out and limp. I have twice in my life been ritually drained of blood, one time of which I was drained to the last drop. That experience left me feeling an indescribable cold that I have very, very slowly been recovering from.
The constant energy warmth of the Orthoceras fossil has been almost like a human constantly with me, keeping me warm. This past winter is the first of my life since the age of eight, when I did not go through the least bit of a crisis because of the cold.
Wherever on my body it is, I often end up perspiring a lot there because of the energy heat. So, many times, I have considered keeping the Orthoceras somewhere else instead of carrying it on me. But when I touch it to remove it, I cannot let it go. I simply can’t.
I have written a lot, Ed, about Herbs to Balance Body Temperature , and how base body temperature controls our metabolism via the thyroid gland, affecting so much of our body, fertility, energy levels and lives in general.
It’s amazing to me, that this fossil is able to be a constant temperature support without taxing the digestive system and organs to process herbs.
In recent days, thew Orthoceras fossil has been arising into my spiritual vision. For example, when I’m just thinking other things, sleeping etc., I find it quietly, magnificently standing in the background – that stunning design, such a unique manifestation of the Spirit, throwing rays of influence, that I cannot mentally understand, over the thoughts, dreams and so on. It’s very much like your presence in my life, Ed. You can’t be seen or heard even but your presence is over everything I do, all the day and night long. Always there. Like every person’s One Beloved is always there beneath, over, around them and their entire life, calling the shots without even being seen.
At first though, the Orthoceras fossil felt like the dramatics teacher in school who used to hover backstage directing school plays. The director is never visible on the stage, but she is ever present just to the side, so that when you go home after the performance, she or he is the dominant person in your subconscious, despite not being that visible on stage. It is their thought process and mindset and consciousness that presents that play.
And then two days ago, Ed, as I lay down exhausted in between chores, in despair about something, calling to God, I had the experience of the presence of God and Ed, there in my subconscious I saw Orthoceras standing straight up. And I saw the design is an early form of the backbone of all vertebrates.
But that physical form became transparent to me, Ed, as I looked on at the energy field. In a dimension beyond and beneath ours, Ed, like a million miles higher and lower, like a ladder going both up and down; I saw the very presence of God as the uniting serpents, the male and female serpents coiled together, fused into one, forming the energy highway that results in the spine in the physical.
All living beings, Ed, in truth and reality are essentially this, first. Father God force and Mother God force coiled together become one bar of preternatural light.
We are each fused eternally with our soulmate, or opposite complement, in eternal Oneness. This is something beyond time, space, dimension. From it comes everything that is. It is the God particle present in all creation.
It is who we ARE.
Our perception of us as the various forms we take through time, invariably causes us stress, sorrow, trauma of separation, weakness and degeneration; because we get restricted to those identities and cannot experience our full potential. We constantly struggle to attain powers we need, that are outside the identity we are carrying.
Granddad used to say, “Every crisis is an identity crisis.”
Orthoceras, Ed, carries the simple primal consciousness of our eternal spiritual identity. Remembering who we are is the solution to every problem one way or another.
Here is my attempt to capture my spirit vision of Orthoceras.
(Psst. The above drawing is available as a high quality print in a wooden frame to hang on your wall, and on hoodies, t-shirts, cups etc. I’ve decided to be an artist from now on. If “Hunter Biden” can do it, so can I.)
