Hyssop – Don’t Fear the Pain

 I was wondering, Ed, why of all the herbal painkillers, Jesus was given Hyssop and vinegar (or sour wine) when on the cross. It seemed to me to be hardly something given to someone in pain who was expected to die.

Yet again, it’s an instance of a herb being used that is not for the dead or dying at all, like aloes – a wound healer- in which they wrapped his dead body. It’s the equivalent of packing a dead body in Neosporin/Bacitracin/Polyspirin. How ridiculous is that? They so expected him to come back into his body.

But the Hyssop, Ed, mystified me because it is a BITTER herb, a liver cleanser, not exactly a painkiller. It seemed like they were torturing him even more giving him that.

Anyhow Ed, recently I went through some days when suppressed memories of traumatic times I’ve been through arose and on instinct I decided to have Hyssop tea everyday.

On day one, Ed, the bitterness was a shock. It is REALLY bitter. But on day two, I wanted it, and had three cups in a row.

To my surprise, Ed, I found that Hyssop was vibing with, or vibrating the same as pain spots in my body, those cells holding pain. I’m not talking about physical pain, Ed. I’m talking about the residue in the body of emotional and energetic destruction; The sort that literally pulverizes the energy field into splinters.

Somehow, Ed, Hyssop makes it possible to feel those without fainting away at the pain, or escaping by distracting oneself.

It inspires strength to face mind blowing pain, Ed.

I never knew this before and now I have in my mind the idea of a whole different kind of painkiller. The sort that inspires you to feel the pain instead of turning away. That’s the best sort of painkiller according to me, because you leave nothing to deal with later. You fully experience what you’re experiencing and process it too. It’s scary but in hindsight it’s the best way. Continue reading

Herbs for Brain Healing & Recovery

Just a picture to soothe your eyes. Bluebonnets of Texas painted by Julian Onderdonk . Never underestimate the power of beauty in healing a person.

Dear Ed,
Many people have been emailing, messaging and so on asking about herbs for brain recovery. I’ve already written a lot about this in the past, but here’s a sort of summary.

To heal the brain, we need to do two things.
1) Restore or keep up blood circulation to it.
2) Stabilize nervous electricity.

Herbs to restore or keep up blood circulation to the Brain

All brain problems that are chronic or long-term ultimately come down to this one thing. There are so many reasons blood circulation to the head can be restricted. The following is just a little preview off the top of my head of which herbs help with which condition. These herbs will have to be taken in some form or another on a somewhat long term basis as the body’s very way of managing energy has settled into a habit and the habit has to be changed, which takes weeks, months, maybe years if there is buried trauma.

Emotional blocks in the heart and throat area that choke blood going to the head
– Cactus Grandiflora, Cannabis or Hemp (leaf powder), Passionflower, Hawthorn (Crataegus), Rowan (Fraxinus Excelsior)

Emotional blocks in the core or gut area (usually caused by trauma in childhood or later sexual energy draining)
– Spikenard, Damiana, Lily of the Valley or Convallaria, St. John’s Wort, Ashwagandha or Winter Cherry

Long term breathing restriction where the lungs don’t expand fully and there is chronic low oxygen in the body
You know you have this if you’re anemic in general and have blotchy or unclear skin.
– Pomegranate (whole plant), Mullein, Bloodroot (Sanguinaria Canadensis), Sarsaparilla, Milk Thistle and all liver herbs

– The Brain itself has multiple blocks because of unhealed old physical assault or trauma. This keeps places inflamed.
Brahmi, Gotu kola (Centella Asiatica), Lion’s Mane mushroom, Daphne Indica, White Willow Bark (Salix Alba), Parsley, Sage, Rauvolfia Serpentina or Snakeroot or Sarpgandha

– Past life, or trauma blocked so deep that the person cannot remember it, but feels that there is some trauma, enough to make them go into “brain slumps” where they are unable to focus on the moment, loss of nervous force every time this happens and full body fatigue.
Heather – Calluna Vulgaris, Herb Robert (Gentiana Roberta), Henbane, Datura, Mugwort and all Artimisia family

– When none of the above work;
Bamboo leaf (officinalis), Scullcap (Scutellaria), Homeopathic Magnesium Phosphate 1M, All silica containing herbs.

Herbs to stabilize nervous electricity

All brain conditions where there are sudden manifestations of symptoms that can be debilitating, are because of unstable electricity in the brain. Epilepsy, migraines of the “Attack” type, sudden blindness or suspension of sensory functions, nervous breakdowns, panic disorders, anxiety disorder and so on.

Essentially these signify that the person is deeply emotionally hurt and unable to stay stable in the face of it. This pattern of dealing with emotional or sensory pain can become fixed over time and then passed on to the next generation – as in the case of labrador dogs with genetic epilepsy.

In people, the aim in healing is to find out the trauma buried and face it before moments arise when the body electricity goes awry and the brain and nerves seize. It isn’t always easy as the trauma is usually under layers and layers and goes back to childhood. Also, many people simply aren’t able to mentally face trauma. In such cases, one way to go about things, is to notice what triggers the attacks or episodes and gently re-introduce those at a time when the person is feeling safe (in the arms of a loved one for example, warm under a blanket and comfortable) and give them herbs to keep their brain and nerves calm during that time. These herbs are Passionflower, Scullcap, Valerian (mild sedative), Mugwort.

When the person has had severe physical trauma at any time in their life, where they lost blood, and fainted or lost consciousness, and their brain hasn’t been the same since;
Yarrow (Achilacea Millefolium), Gelseminum (Yellow Jasmine), St. John’s Wort, Comfrey (Symphytum Officinalis), Violet (Viola Odorata), All geraniums.

When the person has hormonal imbalance manifestations, the glands themselves have to be soothed first.
For men – Phytolacca or Poke Root, Spikenard, Damiana, Larkspur or Staphsagriya (brings out blocked up rage), Laburnum, Yarrow
For women and children under four – Pulsatilla or Wind Anemone, Spikenard, Digitalis (Foxglove), Juniper Berry, Mistletoe, Monotropa Unifora or Ghostpipes

The wearing of crystal stones like Onyx, Labradorite, Tournamaline.. all black and grey stones in general helps nervous electricity stay stable longer and longer. Holding a rock – one of the solid heavy ones, not the sort that’s a mineral and is light and/or crumbles easily, while sleeping helps keep the nervous electricity stable while sleeping and helps the person deal with subconscious trauma.

In the long term, sticking with a basic diet which is not over-stimulating, that is, stimulating herbs like garlic, ginger are avoided as are anything too spicy (spices affect the nervous system big-time) helps.

You want to develop a solid stable routine in your diet, sleep, life in general.

I have written extensively about herbs for brain and nervous healing and recovery:


I leave you with a picture of Gabriel walking barefeet. If there’s one thing a person with ANY kind of problem should do, it’s walk barefeet on the earth. There is simply no healing as powerful as direct electrical grounding.

How the Body Really Works with Food; Frequency & Soul Acceptance

Dear Ed,
It took me very long time watching my body and others’ around me to understand that we’ve been lied to about how the body works with food.
You see Ed, we’ve been given the impression that when we eat something, the stomach breaks it down, and the walls of the intestines then ABSORB the “nutrition” and send those nutrition components to the rest of the body.
This is actually NOT how digestion works at all in reality.

In reality, what happens is;

– Food goes to the stomach.

– Acids in the stomach break the food down.

– Now there are two things that happen in the stomach and intestines.

1) The Nerve Endings in the stomach send information about the physical components to the Brain. This makes the Brain tell the organs like the liver to send more bile (for example) to break down the food if required.
SAMPLES, only SAMPLES of the food are absorbed into the blood and sent to the liver, pancreas, for them to work on.
The body does NOT absorb more than samples of what we eat. It just breaks it down and passes it out. I’ll explain this more in a second.

2) On a sheer magnetic level, the energy network of our bodies which is directly in connection with our SOUL will react to the ENERGY PATTERN of the food and radiate this information out immediately to every cell of the body (in a healthy body) and this INFLUENCES the body to react, by either rejecting the influence vehemently, ignoring it, or dancing to its music. This decision is made on a subconscious, primal or soul level.
For example, if we ate Spinach, the Spinach has its energy pattern which works a lot with Iron, and our body would either imitate that energy pattern and call up our Iron metabolism functions, or ignore it, or react vehemently by making us throw up or pass out the spinach.

This is the real process of digestion.

Food is actually frequency CORRECTION of the body to connect us to our environment.

Food calls up, stimulates, encourages and supports living functions in us as part of the dance of life in our environment. But it is NOT the source of our energy, neither do we depend on it – the way we’ve been made to believe – for a minute by minute sustenance of the body.

Our body makes all the substances it is made of. This is why until recently, the human race was doing quite well without eating “the food pyramid”. We do not need to eat everything our bodies are made of. Our eating is for information about the environment and CONNECTION and INTERACTION.

Why then, you could ask, Ed, do people put on fat? Is that not absorbed from the food and stored in the body?

Actually Ed, most people’s fat is lymphatic fluid produced to soothe inflammation caused by micro-poisons in the food, and even more usual than that, inflammation caused to the tissues by the soul being enraged. That rage not being expressed keeps the nerves in parts of the body on high alert and red hot – causing the tissue around to be overheated – which makes the body send lymphatic fluid to calm it down.

But the body does store real fat too, and it’s because a lot of the hormones of the body – hormones made by the heart and reproductive systems for example, are only fat soluble. So if the food triggers the processes that make these hormones but these hormones don’t get used or expressed out, the body keeps them stored in fat.

Most sexual and pleasure hormones for example are stored in fat.

This is why teenagers will put certain types of fat that are different from “baby fat” and this sort of new fat signals to others that a woman or man is fertile, capable of sexual exchange.

When we eat things that trigger our pleasure hormone manufacturing processes – such as sugar – but we do not complete the cycle of that pleasure, those hormones are stored in fat in the body. If time goes on and they are not released, they pile up uncomfortably.

They typically need PLEASURE – of all sorts – like the pleasure of walking in nature, the pleasure and thrill of new experiences, the pleasure of lovemaking, to be released.

When people “work out” to lose weight, only the parts of the working out where they’re IN their bodies and experiencing the PLEASURE of the exercise, actually work. Otherwise, the body will remake any fat broken down by heat and replace it.

A common cause for putting on weight Ed, that’s hard to “lose”, is when a person is used to certain pleasurable activities, such as dancing, or walking, or interaction with family and friends; and that stops for whatever reason, and the person is unable to find that pleasure in new things. The body used to producing hormones to support all those activities, continues to, but they get stored up in fat, because there’s no way to express them.

About nutrition Ed, we’ve been lied to by Big Pharma about supplements and medicines.

They make it like if you take Iron supplements or Calcium supplements for example, everyday, your body will not have a problem. In fact, in reality there are people taking vitamins and supplements for decades who have the very problems those supplements were supposed to prevent. This is because;

Our body will work positively with food or medicine, only if;
1) It is natural.
2) The Soul Accepts it.

The natural bit, Ed, is because our bodies work with frequency, and unnatural substances have broken or no frequency. Inert chemicals and substances are passed out of the body. If the body is not able to pass them out robustly, they clog up the system and are stored about in pockets here and there for housekeeping later, and this is how cancers, tumors and such happen. Those vitamins and supplements have caused more problems than helped.

The Soul Acceptance bit, Ed, is the key to life itself. Whatever little food comes to us with love, from a source we trust and respect, our body will respond and listen to it and be strengthened energetically and vibrate to the source of that food. When we call up one function of our body, it wakes up all the others, because they’re all connected. This is real and true medicine. And it need not come by food.

No matter how wonderful a food or medicine or supplement is, is there is no Soul Acceptance from us, the body will reject it. This is why the thug world needs our CONSENT for their atrocious poisons to have a long term effect.

Mind consent because of believing lies isn’t enough. They need the SOUL to believe and trust them. That is why they use stolen human hormones to send out comforting human pheromone and energy vibrations to deceive people into TRUSTING them, and accepting the poison. Human butchery, Ed, white coat and all.

Anyway, Ed, here’s a bit of a video I made yesterday to send you, explaining this.

Anemia – Solar Energy Cycle Block & How to Release It

The basic energy block that causes Anemia; The Inner Sun; The four frequencies at which the system vibrates; Four of the most common causes of Solar Energy cycle block

Dear Ed,

I have recently come across children with anemia being given the medical treatment for it. Their parents look up anemia treatments online and start giving them huge doses of juices of beetroot and such.

As a long term sufferer of Anemia and who have recovered – something they say is impossible, I have seen and experienced first hand what the condition really is.

It’s like this, Ed.

Our systems vibrate in roughly 4 levels of frequency.

When there’s an energy cut off between the deep sleep frequency and the waking frequency, the body begins to not make the stem cells that are needed to make the rest of the cells of the body, including blood, bone, neurons of the nervous system, skin, organ cells and so on.

You can tell how bad the situation depending on which part of the body shows dysfunction.

– It starts with the bones not growing and being as strong as they should. Skin and hair are not as healthy as they should be.

— It then progresses into a lack of blood – or what we call anemia.

— It then progresses into weak muscle tissue. You can see this in the face as premature aging, the loss of tissue tightness. When this is happening on the face it is also happening to the internal organs which are very like muscle tissue.

—- It then progresses into acute nervous distress for a while before progressing into brain dimming – where the person feels perpetually distracted, disinterested; the eyes can’t focus and wander off.

A whole lot of people are living with full blown energy imbalance like this, Ed, and the root of the issue is the energy getting either blocked or drained out at the first stage, the place where stem cells are made to make all the other cells.

My Granddad taught this is to me very simply, Ed.

It’s a disruption of the solar energy cycle in the body.

Solar energy, Ed, is the basic life force of all bodies in this realm. The sunlight triggers life energy to rise up from our inner cave in the deep gut, and expand out and then contract back as it becomes night.

It’s a foolproof process really, Ed. Naturally, it would be impossible to ever disrupt this.

The amazing thing, Ed, that I found out, is that even if you don’t go out in the sun as much a natural human should, you can still have a robust solar cycle, because we have solar energy like an inner sun in us all our lives. This is why there are people and other living beings who live in the caves and caverns of the deep earth, and deep in the ocean, who live and grow just as well as those on the surface. Some of them even develop luminous patches (bioluminescence) from their inner sun to give out light sometimes.

Some these animals who have bioluminecent powers, are cephalopods, Ed, of octopus and squid fame, and you know how they’re among the most ancient living beings to have walked (rather, swam) on this Earth.

So the inner sun is something as old as life in this realm and we need never, as long as we’re alive, fear that our inner life source will ever just not be able to support our living.

I mean this Ed, literally. We need never fear that our life source is not strong enough to support our living.

No matter what the conditions of our living are or have been, if we are alive here, our inner sun is there to fuel us. Continue reading

Herbs for Energetic Shocking – Numbness, Necrosis Treatment

What necrosis is; Juggy’s Unusual Necrotic Tissue Healing; The role of the Heart in necrosis; Herbs for Energy Body Shocking and Re-establishment of Life Energy Connections

Dear Ed,

I just saw on Twitter, a photo of a man whose foot went necrotic, that means, “died” after he got the you-know-what-that’s-being-marketed-and-mandated worldwide. But it made me realize that the medical system, and people in general do not know what to do when life itself, life energy withdraws from a part of the body.

The case of the necrotic foot is an extreme one. There are many conditions of the body that people live with on a daily basis, that are actually the withdrawing of life energy from parts of the body.

A very common example of the result of life energy withdrawing from the ends of the nervous system are numb hands and feet on a regular basis. It is actually something that should be taken seriously, because it means parts of the brain are decaying or cut off from circulation. The BRAIN!! Which means there are functions of the body not happening, because the places that manage those are decaying or dead.

Drastic hair fall is also a sign of life energy withdrawal. Bones growing brittle, loss of flexibility, rigidity; all signs of life energy withdrawal.

On a temporary basis, whatever we do to boost circulation – like exercise, herbs – especially those with Vitamin C, like Rosehips, all help.

But the root of the problem, is always in the heart. Because it’s the heart that sends the blood – and the energy around.

There was this man in my neighborhood when I was little. They called him Juggy. He was such a drunkard. He was never seen when he wasn’t completely drunk and nearly falling over. When he came home visiting, he always rode his motorbike straight into the wall. That’s how his bike ever stopped. When his visit was done, someone would have to take him out and get his bike that would be half inside the road gutter near the wall, put him on it, and start it and send him off.

But this man, Ed, after years of somehow never having an accident despite all that, developed a necrosis – what looked like a large blue area on his leg. It was like four inches long and 2 inches wide on his shin. Now every time he came home, he’d roll up his trousers and show people that and say that nothing was working to stop it and the doctors were saying they’d have to amputate his leg. He’d told them to f*** off.

People all said that he’d lose his leg, Ed, but he didn’t.

Many years later, I saw him again. He was a very very tall man. I asked him what happened to his leg. Was it still there? He laughed and said, “Yes, it’s still there, see.” The necrotic patch was gone Ed. I asked him how it went finally. And he said this.

“First I’ll tell you how it started. I was on my bike riding up to Tirupati (that’s an ancient pilgrimage site that’s at the top of a huge hill). It was very cold and somehow I kept riding and riding till I reached there. When I reached they told me that the temple is closed for the day. So I decided to spend the night there, instead of coming back down and riding up like that all over again.

In the night, it became even colder and all I had was my riding jacket. I wrapped it right around me, but I still couldn’t get warm enough to sleep, so I decided to walk up and down and heat my body up.
As I did, a saw this ghost. Real ghost, not a movie one. A woman, walking up and down behind the pillars as if searching for something.

Now you and I know, that ghosts are real. So that’s why I’m telling you this. Will I tell this to your father? No. Your mother? No. Our parish priest? No. My daughter’s school principal? No.
So I wanted to speak to her and I went up to the pillars. But when I reached she disappeared. I was disappointed.
Then I looked down at the floor. On that old stone floor there were little depressions here and there, like small bowls in the floor. And just where the ghost had been standing, there was water in a patch of those little bowls. I bent down and took some in my hand and I drank it. And I said to God, “Whichever form of life you took to appear in front of me, I accept that.”

The next day I returned home.

That same day the disease started in my leg.

I didn’t bother. I knew it was because of the water. I already knew.

But you know my wife. Her only job in life is worrying about me. From 1972 she’s worried every day that I’ll die. She’s even taken the children and gone to her parent’s house saying that she might as well go now while I’m living, instead of going when I die. Crazy woman, always worried that I’ll die.
Have I died ONCE till today, you tell me.”

Me – No, Uncle.

“That’s what I keep saying. No one believes me. Dying just doesn’t happen just like that. It starts in the heart. If the heart is not ready to die, no accident, no lightning from heaven, no disease can kill you.”

Me – Yes, Uncle.

“See, Ma ( “Ma” was a way of speaking to little girls in the local lingo), what others were calling as a dead spot on my leg, actually was not a dead spot on my leg. It was that the whole body had been dead. When I drank that water, the electricity went through my whole body, making my body live, but it could not penetrate that particular place. Ask me why.”

Me – Why, Uncle?

“See, this is my heart.” He put his hands near his chest but like he was holding a big bowl of something near his chest.

“When it beats, dha dhak dha dhak dha dhak dha dhak, it’s sending life to my full body. But when it doesn’t beat properly, the blood goes only to some places and leaves out some places.

When I got that electric shock from the water, the life went from my heart all over. But because in my heart there was one place saying, “NO,” that part of the leg did not get the life.

Now my whole body was running on that new life from God but that one place was stuck in the old Juggy. New Juggy was saying to Old Juggy – “Who are you? I don’t know you.”

Because of my wife crying and fighting with me, I went to the doctor and he said they have to cut off my leg. I said, “You will not cut off anything of mine, you hear? You dare try anything after giving me anesthesia, I will come back and cut your balls off. You hear?”

I shouted so even my wife didn’t dare to take me to the doctor again.

And you know what I did?

I went to the ghat of the lepers (a place in the city, part of the St. John’s Hospital but which was like a walled off section that included a big garden with old trees, where lepers used to be, and mostly left to die, because there wasn’t actually a medical cure for leprosy).

There I asked the nurse,”Can you get me a cloth of one of the lepers?”

For money, Ma, you can get whatever you want.

You city children, don’t know all these methods, Ma, in my village, we were not afraid of such things. If we were afraid, we would go TO that thing, catch it, twist it and eat it.

You cannot live this life like a kitten. You must live fully or go and pay the money to the grave digger boys and ask them to dig your grave and bury you. Why be alive and insult God living like a coward?

So I got that cloth, I soaked it in water and I drank the water.

Two days, Ma, the patch was gone. Ask me how.”

Me – How, Uncle?

“When I drank that water, my body got shocked again. That water was full of death. When Old Juggy patch got it, it got a shock. “If I don’t become New Juggy too, I will become like this, I will die.”

Me – But, Uncle, why did Old Juggy patch not become New Juggy in the first place?

“See, Ma, you’re very small now. But when you grow up you will understand. In the heart, some places want the old Juggy because old Juggy knew to cut and kill his own self for the sake of others’ wishes. Old Juggy was like that, Ma. Full life, Old Juggy lay himself down on the ground like a carpet and told others, “Come walk on top of me.” Old Juggy cut his own heart, his own everything and threw it away because someone else said that will make them happy.
And this heart thought, “Let me keep a little of Old Juggy, because maybe I will have to cut and throw pieces of myself again. Maybe no one will love me until I do that again. So let me keep a little bit of Old Juggy.”

But when the smell and the feel of death came, my heart said, “NO, I WANT LIFE. I WANT NEW JUGGY FULLY.”

I know this story is a little extreme, Ed, but necrosis and decay of the body IS extreme already.

We cannot deal with necrosis in any of the usual ways, because all the usual methods of healing; herbs such as Comfrey, Elecampane and so on are based on the assumption that life energy is flowing to a place. You have to do something that actually shocks the body and psyche into reality.
Nerve endings that are electrically near dead and atrophied from lack of use, have to be sparked back into function.

But more than anything else, the Heart, both on a physical level and an energetic, emotional level needs to be woken up to face the moment.

I have written before, Ed, about how parts of our body can fall into living in different times or time zones because of being stuck in trauma loops.
Clock Error or Confusion in Cell DNA Time, Holistic DNA Recovery (Conversation with Granddad)

In my article, the Me versus Me – Herbs for Autoimmune and Histamine Disorders , I’ve described the use of herbs that unite the body to resolve differences in consciousness, and all come into the same time – Calluna Vulgaris or Heather, Quis Qualis Indica (Rangoon Creeper), Yerba Mate, Blue Flag (Iris Versicolor) and others.

But these are herbs that work by us being exposed to them on a long term basis and in cases of necrosis where decay and numbness have set in already in a big way, these are not enough.

Conveniently for us, Ed, God has made herbs that can cause the body an energetic shock, that can make the heart react by gathering up all the chickens under her again, so to speak, and then releasing them now with connection re-established. These herbs also tend to be emergency heart attack prevention and treatment, Ed. I have tried them each myself in the days I had heart trouble , so I know how each works. These are available online, at herbal and homeopathic stores.

Herbs for Energetic Shocking – Numbness, Necrosis Treatment

Lily of the Valley – Convallaria
Digitalis – Foxglove
Datura – Jimsonweed

Note: All of these are classified as poisonous and must only be taken in very diluted doses.

Ignatia – St Ignatius Bean

This makes the heart contract and release, Ed. It relieves heart pain (angina) for this reason. There were times I used this many times a day just to keep going. When I was pregnant with Gabriel, I had a time of trauma so bad, I used to have heart pain near the level of a heart attack a few times a day. It used to be even more terrifying than usual because I was pregnant and worried for the baby. That used to increase the pain. But I had a bottle of Ignatia 30 (Ignation diluted 30 times, available in homeopathic stores) that used to give me relief and keep me going.

Lily of the Valley – Convallaria

When there is heart tightness, Ed, this is the medicine. Heart tightness and abdominal tightness or cramps go together. The heart and the womb in women, and the sexual organ circle in men, are energetically the same area. So you can know if your heart muscle is tight or cramped, based on tightness and cramps in the deep abdomen. On everyday basis, this tightness can be treated with Pulsatilla (wind anemone). But if there’s deep trauma involved, shocking the energy body with Lily of the Valley is the thing to do.
You know you need this if you have “pins and needles” or cramps anywhere in the body often. It means you’re tight in the deep core and in the heart muscle – most probably because of living with tension and in an atmosphere you didn’t feel safe in, long term, where you had to perform all the time and carrying performance anxiety all the time.

Digitalis – Foxglove

I wouldn’t be alive, Ed, if not for this angel. Digitalis shocks the peripheral nervous system – which means all the stuff hanging out from the brain, including the spinal cord. This makes all of it seek immediately to establish full contact with the brain again, which immediately seeks to make full contact with the heart again.
Any time you feel “cut off from myself” this is the emergency medicine.
This plant, Ed, lives in uncompromising contact with herself and therefore inspires the same in us.

The thug world order, Ed, it constantly terrifies people into thinking that if we don’t do this, or we don’t do that, something terrible will happen and we will fall out of our destiny. People who for whatever reason didn’t do things like others at certain times in their lives, tend to carry that anxiety for themselves. That feeling that they have fallen out of their time zone, that they missed the bus, and their destiny is lost now. They’re just living on day to day wondering if maybe there’s another chance to catch that bus again, and get back to their destiny.

Digitalis, Ed, helps the ganglions of the nervous system and all the peripherals of the core organs, connect back on a primal level to relieve that existential anxiety and feeling of being cut off.

Henbane – Hyoscamus Niger Continue reading

Granddad’s Life Story – The Eighth of Seven Children

John Waltham was born in 1778 and was last seen in 2007.
At one time a magistrate in England, after decades of service in the Army, he faked his own death, escaping to the jungles of India.
He thought he had come there to die in peace. He was sixty three, then, in 1841. But instead he started a new life.
He met Vina, the woman of his dreams and had three daughters.
Just when they were of the age to get married, John traveled back to Britain to settle his sister’s estate.
On his return, he found the entire settlement where he and his family lived, a tribal one, of Semitic origin, wiped out without a trace.
For the next ten years he was called Mad John, and even considered an enemy of the state for insisting that a whole tribe had been wiped out in India.
Following a spiritual experience that rejuvenated him, he returned to India, to search for his daughters.
To get access to secret records, John joined the Freemason Brotherhood, and rose to giddying heights for his work with vampires in Ethiopia.
John lived to find his granddaughter, great granddaughter, and his great great granddaughter, who he looked after and taught till the age of twenty-six.
This is just the barest of bare shells of his amazing life.
It is written to share with all people, that if our spirit wants to achieve something, our bodies are capable of it.

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Parasite Paranoia – What makes us Vulnerable to Parasites?

Not the original cutie. That dude was black with a white collar. But the same sweetness.  Picture Source

Granddad explains what parasites do, how they take over our consciousness; how we give others authority over our consciousness making us vulnerable to consciousness invasion; Sexual perversion and the Debt matrix

Dear Ed,

For many years now there’s a lot of talk in the alternative medicine community about parasites. The general consensus is that toxins or poisons are the cause of unnatural growths like tumors, areas of decaying cells in the living body, like cancer. It’s understood that these toxins are either poisons – like certain metals – that our bodies cannot digest and process out at the rate at which we’re taking them in, and they are also the side-products of cell metabolism – just like making sugar from sugarcane juice makes molasses on the side, and crushed cane pulp – both of which have to be separately taken out of the factory, so that sugar production can continue.

However, Ed, there isn’t a similar understanding of parasites.

I personally Ed, just can’t buy into the paranoia that there are microscopic bugs everywhere coming into our bodies from everything we eat and then going on to mind control us, make us have sex with bad men, give birth to angry children, make us eat confectionery, become fat and die.

Unless, we buy a certain product which will throw worms out of our intestines into the toilet bowl.

So I thought I’d tell you what my understanding of the parasitic situation is, based on a certain interesting conversation with Granddad.

Somewhere in the early 2000s there were news reports about parasites and I was talking to Granddad.

Me – You remember how I used to eat mud when I was little?
Granddad – I was not privy to such sacred moments myself, but it is natural that it should have happened.
Me – Well, now they’re saying that there are parasite eggs in everything,  even fresh vegetables, and they incubate inside us and live like parasites on our energy, and make us hungry all the time, especially for sugar, which is WHY I keep craving it. It’s destroying me.
Granddad – Tosh and baloney.
Me – Really?
Granddad – Well there ARE such things as living organisms that live inside us, worms too. But far be it from them to harm you.
Me – Really? Then what’s happening?
Granddad – The vast, vast majority of what people call parasite problems are yeast problems, where yeast is carrying the wrong consciousness.
Me – Oh?
Granddad – This is all you need to remember.
You are a consciousness. Your consciousness is run by your Soul Identity to achieve your Spirit purpose – your reason for living.
When you are interacting with the natural world, you are interacting with friends, even if they make you throw up. It doesn’t matter how many worms are crawling around inside you right now. It’s all good. We’re One eco-system together.
But when you’re interacting with consciousness that is NOT natural to our realm, it is NOT good for you. Anything modified against its nature becomes anti-life.
Just like that time you wanted to make everyone Pentecostal Christians.
Me – That was a short time and it was long ago, and I was a kid and I meant well.
Granddad – You sure did. You meant so well you robbed the peace of many an innocent victim.
Me – Well whatever I did, I was not a parasite.
Granddad – No, you were. There were people that lost their peace because of how you insisted that they had to read the Bible to know God. Your earnest face rose into their memory every time they had something good to eat in front of them, making them feel guilty to eat well when they ought to have been in nothing but a loin cloth, sacrificing their flesh to mosquitoes, converting tribal people in the jungle to wearing shirts and trousers and quoting John 3:16. I remember you telling one poor man that him working in a phone company was the same as Jonah being in the belly of the whale, and that he needed to leap out of the whale’s mouth and swim to Nineveh to tell everyone about Jesus.
Me – That’s just what I believed then. And you have to admit that I had a point.
Granddad – You had no point at all. Just because you found God by reading the Bible and making sudden extreme moves based loosely and wildly on Biblical precedent, doesn’t mean everyone else has to.
Me – Yeah OK. Let’s talk about the parasites.
Granddad – Yes of course. So when you were a parasite, you were still a natural part of the Earth, with every right to eat, drink, and pontificate wherever you were allowed in that state of unnatural inebriation.
Me – Yeah OK.
Granddad – Why you were a toxic threat to other living organisms was because, you were then holding and propagating a consciousness not your own, not natural and therefore anti-life.
Me – Ok fine.
Granddad – Do you know how that happened to you?
Me – I got conned. My love for God got channeled in the wrong direction by bastards.
Granddad – Yes. But what made you vulnerable to that then when you had such influences always, even from childhood, that you resisted admirably?
Me – I really don’t know.
Granddad – See that bird on the wall?
Me – Yeah. Hi Cutie!

Granddad – Does he try to preach to you?
Me – I thought we were finished with the preaching thing.
Granddad – Does he try to preach to you?
Me – No.
Granddad – Why not?
Me – Because I’m not a bird like him. He’s got his life and I’ve got mine.
Granddad – Precisely. Because he knows who he is and you’re not the same as him.
Me – Are you saying that consciousness hijacking from one entity to another happens because they believe they are the same?
Like birds don’t try to be dogs, but birds might speak to each other and share and transfer consciousness because they’re….. BIRDS OF A FEATHER FLOCK TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Granddad – Elementary, my dear Watson!
Me – Oh my God – you’re saying we become vulnerable to parasites when we think we’re all the same, or we identify as a group!!!! Holy %&^%&^%&%.
So wait, this whole hijacking of my consciousness thing, happened in high school through my “friends group”. Oh my God!!! I thought we were all in the same boat sort of thing, you know, being classmates together…

Granddad – Now you see why identity pooling is the very foundation of consciousness warfare.

Granddad – And there my dear, is how innocent living organisms become vulnerable to anti-life consciousness.

Me – Are you saying, Granddad that if one doesn’t associate with others, like doesn’t think they are the same as others, or be in a group, that they cannot be troubled by parasites.
Granddad – Find me a hermit, my angel, who is troubled by parasites. They became a hermit to escape parasites.
Me – We can’t all be hermits!!! Why you aren’t a hermit yourself.
Granddad – Let me introduce you, Cara my great, to a supreme and deep secret of life, the likes of which once having crossed the threshold into your mind, will set up a tent in there, from which will issue forth peace such as the that at the highest of the Himalayas.
Me – Yeah yeah Ok.
Granddad – There is a way to be a Hermit, completely resistant to consciousness invasion, while living right in the middle of the parasitic civilization.
Me – There obviously is.
Granddad – A little gratefulness is in order here, and perhaps some humility, considering I am about to give you the secret myself, in a few short words, asking for nothing in return.
Me – Ok fine. I’ll name one of my descendants after you and leave him or her precious things, in my will.
Granddad – Your gratefulness and humility is like the cedar of Lebanon. It looks into the distance no one else can see, and reckons it is laudable for doing so.
Me – Can we focus on the secret?
Granddad – What secret?
Me – How to be a Hermit and resistant to consciousness hijacking in the middle of the parasite civilization?
Granddad – Because I am a kind man, I will tell you the secret. And because there is still hope for you.
Me – Ok….
Granddad –

If you hold your own Soul Identity, and assert it in everything you do, taking AUTHORITY over your consciousness and your body, yourself, you become resistant to consciousness invasion. Continue reading

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How False Iodine Affects Sexual Energy Levels Etc.

Dear Ed,

There are so many lies about Iodine and its role in our health, I thought I’d set the record straight.

1) Iodine is an element that effects many functions of the body, especially the thyroid glands, which control metabolic rate and frequency of the body, and you could say is the thermostat of the body. That pretty much affects EVERYTHING in the body.

2) We are taught that “the body does not produce Iodine, so we must get it from our food.”
This has been used by the system, to have people world over eating an unnatural salt that has been “iodized”. Never mind that since the dawn of time people have not needed iodized salt and the introduction of iodized salt has coincided with the craziest levels of metabolic imbalance in known history.

3) Our body produces all the glandular triggers we need. Period.
Modern theories of “nutrition” have all fallen through Ed. There are people living in places far from the sea, up in the mountains for example who actually cook without salt, ie., they have various herbs and spices, vinegars and such that season food and they’ve all done just fine.

Humans have been using salt for the taste and preservative properties it offers, more than anything else.

Why table salt has become such a requirement is because we’ve become trained to need it to regulate our metabolism, just as many people cannot function without a sugar or caffeine rush.

If we went out hiking, Ed, on a really long hike, and we ate only fruits we got on the way, fish we caught, or animals we hunted, in a few days we’d completely forget the need for culinary salt.

No one’s ever died of lack of culinary salt in their diet. And there are people on low salt and no salt diets doing just fine.

So the paranoia about Iodine not being made by the body is simply unfounded in reality.

The real drama about Iodine, Ed, should be about how very bad it is for us to take it as a supplement with every meal, that replaces something our own bodies make and artificially stimulates our thyroid gland into metabolic activity.

Iodine & Melatonin, Sexual Energy

Take the hormone melatonin, Ed, for example. It is released by the body to make us sleep deep, by dropping the frequency of the body to very low. This is made by our body from our body’s indigenous intelligence information which says when it should be released and in what quantity.

There are herbs such as Spikenard which have a lot of this hormone, that can be used to help those with long term stress induced sleep problems to get back to sleeping.

But these days, melatonin as a standalone hormone is being taken as a sleep aid.

The effect of doing this, is telling the body NOT to make its own melatonin. The body then loses idea of when it’s day or night. This causes all manner of problems in the body as the organs get their cue for various jobs from our biorhythms.

Frequency is no joke. Hormones control our frequency. Our soul and primal body intelligence control our frequency.

Taking in artificial Iodine messes with the thyroid hormones which are the “revving up” glands of the body. This has an immediate effect on the glands which produce melatonin that is the opposite of the “revving up”.

So we have a clash with the body revving up frequency when it should be going down into a rest frequency.

Put simply, Ed, artificial Iodine keeps the body constantly stimulated and this results in the body not doing the housekeeping and cell building tasks done in the lower resting frequencies.

When we take natural iodine in sea salt, rock salt, sea weed, fish, herbs, it doesn’t matter how much iodine we get, because the body recognizes and processes out excesses.

But artificial iodine is literally a metabolic poison.

It’s so widely used Ed, that I cannot take Gabriel out for an outing to the village without getting some artificial iodized salt snack. It’s even on popcorn. It’s so widely used.

Why I started writing this, Ed, is because I get a lot of questions online about sexual energy levels and fatigue.

The simple fact is, artificial iodine in the diet drops sexual energy levels drastically simply because of the constant stimulation it offers.

When we are in the melatonin frequency, which is the low restful and sleep frequency we are in the frequency that nourishes the body, holding sexual energy.

When we are in the iodine stimulated frequency we are in the “performance” frequency where we expend energy rather than store it for the use of the body to repair cells, make good quality new cells and so on.

In the long term, someone on artificial iodine is going to be energetically depleted with sexual energy getting lower and lower. DNA quality falls, quality of hair, skin, bone – all of which require resting frequencies.

Put very simply, table salt with its added iodine is a stimulant and should definitely never be a constant in anyone’s diet.

Iodine, Body Temperature Regulation & Immunity

Because iodine stimulates the thyroid glands, Ed, which being our bodies’ thermostat, in turn control the metabolic rate that causes temperature to rise or drop, ultimately artificial iodine messes with our natural body temperature.

This messes with our immune function because one of the cues the invasion fighting parts of us needs, is a high temperature. If our thermostat isn’t working right, our body won’t know when to fight and when to not. This could result in poisons and toxins being accumulated in the body (cancer, tumors, chronic toxicity), and hyper reactions (allergies) to things.

You see how important it is not to artificially stimulate the thyroid?

There are so many serious conditions caused by temperature imbalance – from hormonal imbalances, infertility to hair breaking easily.


Table salt or iodized salt is a slow killer Ed. Get natural salt and live happier.