Dear Ed,
It’s like this.
Heartless = Energy draining
Heartless interaction = energy draining
Heartless entity = vampire
Vampires convert our sexual energy to mental energy. That’s done by presenting something, anything, that seems to be something on the surface but only engages us mentally. To engage we have to convert basic vital energy to mental energy.
Immediately we start to be drained, right there.
An interaction without genuine emotional component is immediately draining. That’s how the body gets imbalanced, sexual confidence falls, vital energy drops.
We then need substances to prop us up.
Note that the vampires can pretend real well to have a heart. And note that those who are heartless will specifically have the emotional coins ready and at hand to toss at us, to pull us back into the interaction when they sense us closing emotional channels.
They throw out references to people and places and moments, nostalgia, things we like, like coins and cards to emotionally engage and pull us back to giving them attention.
Coins, Ed, coins, that is what the mention of mother and father, country, childhood memories etc., is to them.
COINS, ED.
But the fact is, heartless entity = energy vampire.
The thug world trains us to have and accept interactions that are heartless and soulless, as normal, as a primary base to drain our vital energy.
This is why and how we fall ill. It’s hard to notice before say, our mid-twenties, because we have a good energy store – what they call Jing – till then. But when that’s drained, and we’re in relationships, jobs, friendships, groups that are all soulless, or soul fakers, we cannot make new vital energy at the rate required to keep the body fresh, well, and balanced. This is called aging.
We then get attracted to nature more and more to recuperate. But the vampires in our lives are waiting desperately. The second we get refreshed, they swoop in and collect it.
They don’t have fangs, they’re not afraid of garlic. They don’t look scary and most of them seem to be the epitome of virtue, even cuteness, even stability, even wisdom.
But they do this one thing. They cause our vital sexual energy to convert to mental energy in order to interact with them.
Many humans don’t even know they’re doing this, because we are trained long term to doing this.
We grow up believing someone has a heart because in childhood we are taught that everyone has a heart. It is SUCH A LIE.
But we mentally project that on people and our mental projection is so strong that for us to see the truth, it feels like we’re tearing down our own selves.
We accept our mental projection of them as proof that they have a heart. And that’s how all hormonal imbalance and autoimmune problems start. It’s a Me versus Me situation.
Every time we interact with them the conflict starts again. The body says, “This person is draining me.” The mind says, “This person is my trusted friend/husband/wife/guru/pastor/whatever. Anyhow so many others can’t all be wrong.” (This is why energy vampires tend to come with plenty social proof. Except when they’re specifically playing a loner role. )
This releases hormones contradictory to each other, and that’s the basis of all autoimmune conditions like diabetes, insulin resistance, psoriasis etc.
But that’s just the bottom of the pyramid. The tip of the pyramid is actual death as we fail to retain vital energy enough to manage bodily functions, repair things and do housekeeping. We literally die.
Because it’s just too difficult to admit that our projection of someone as having a heart is false and that we got tricked into it. We feel obligated for many reasons to keep up the self-deceit.
In my life, I literally felt I was doing God’s bidding by projecting that the heartless have souls, “deep down.” I was lucky that the evils I’ve known have been so overtly evil because I have been so fooled that I’ve come across as quite dumb and naive. That made them reckless and reveal themselves.
But it’s not that easy for others. Some vampires fake souls impeccably. Their entire families fake souls impeccably.
The way to know is by how they convert your energy to mental energy, and how the body is drained as a result. If you get hungry, thirsty, need something to prop you up, you know you’re being drained. Long term if you’re not recovering at the rate you should be, you know you’re being drained regularly.
If you can’t finish projects you’ve started, especially creative ones, you’re being drained.
If you need things outside of you for creative inspiration, you’re being drained. I know that’s a controversial idea, but I’ve found it true so I’m saying it.
We humans are portals to the whole universe. We do not NEED anything outside of us. In our spirit is the raw material for all creation. Everything of beauty outside is a reflection of what’s inside us. The beauty outside is of no use if we don’t have the matching emotional substance inside us.
If we’re not living fully in our heart life, we are falling short on so many levels.
Is that the life we dreamed of??? Struggling to get through physically, a whole complicated mess emotionally, a little here, a little there? Just subsistence and survival? Most of us are in fight or flight mode, simply because energetically, we are in fact struggling for survival, even when we seem to have all we need to live well.
This is easier said than done, Ed, but people have done it and people do it, and they become truly healthy, truly wealthy and truly successfully.
We got to stop the egregoring. The creation of mind forms and mind projections and imagining them to be real. We must muster up the personal confidence to stay in our soul and face it if someone is pulling us out of our soul into mental paradigms that drain us.
People do this in many ways. For me the way that works is to stay in the place where I believe in love. The place I was in, as a child playing in the mud, in the garden, running around with the dog. I did not understand languages or words. I understood body language, looks, touches. Everything else, including words and language are superfluous to this. Even my own mental idea of who I am is superfluous to this and a mind form that can drain.
When I find myself being drained, I simply turn away, and come back into my body, to my deep core where I am still the child playing in the mud. In that place I know all I need to know; Whatever I do is right.
All black magic, psychic attacks and so on, only work on and through mind forms. If we don’t play mind forms, they can’t access us.
The thug world teaches us that we cannot make it in this world without mind form games. That is not true. You will find successful people everywhere, miraculously existing and thriving, living by instinct and soul, refusing mind games.
We got to be Tarzan. Walk around naked (not literally maybe though that would be ideal 🤣) but we got to be Tarzan. Give a damn for their crap, get straight to the heart of everything and dump it if it doesn’t match us. Tell people we’re not in the mood if we’re not in the mood. Let everyone get insulted and show themselves the hell out of our lives.
Find the thread of love that’s real, even if all we have is the fragrance of a little flower. Even if all we have real, is a bird that sits on our sill once a day. Even if all we have real is a lizard under our kitchen counter hunting about.
It’s actually a life or death choice. Protect life energy by refusing to engage in mind form athletics, or get old and die.
The concept of return to our primal being as the ultimate success in life, is very old, Ed, and immortalized in art and sculpture in the old world.
One most famous example of such is art and sculpture depicting Shiva, the Primal Man who is also God and his mate, Primal Woman, Shakti.
They are shown on the walls of ancient temples, dancing with abandon, making love, enjoying nature, having a good time.
The enduring message is that you can’t do all this when you’re busy being someone you are in your head, however nice that person is; and you can’t do that while turning your vital energy into thought forms.
To do all that, we have to be the simple raw primal us, the child us before we got programmed.
The thug world tells us that we cannot win with the world when we are primal, but in fact it is the ONLY way we can interact with others, both of our realm and other realms, in a winning way.
And perhaps, most importantly, Ed, for us in our times – We cannot destroy the bondage that holds us back, until we are in our primal truth and innocence.
