The Human Body Makes Poisons; Apoptosis

Why the knowledge that the human body makes poisons was removed from the public consciousness; Apoptosis – the function by which the human body triggers death of cells and tissue; 3 imbalances of the function of poison making in our bodies and methods to heal

Dear Ed,
In recent times, we humans have been smothered in poisons coming at us from various directions. Chemicals sprayed over us, chemicals in food, water; radiation assault in many different ways and so on. This all has got me thinking about poisons a lot.

My mothers’ matrilineal line is an old line that was famous for developing, over generations the ability to withstand poison. It was considered some sort of supernatural ability by people in the vicinity.
When the British were in India, they wrote back to England, that there was a rumor spread by matrilineal families in India, that they were immune to poison, and that if they were raped, they would secrete a poison that would destroy the man who raped them, drive him crazy, make him impotent and so on. This, the British who wrote to England, said, was a rumor spread from ancient times, to keep men off the matrilineal lines. They said it had very little actual significance in terms of physical poisons and that it was the superstitious fear of people, inherited over the generations, that caused them to fall ill after even so much as molesting one of the matrilineal line’s women.

The British Govt., had faced similar conditions in Britain when they were outlawing female inheritance to make the matrilineal lines there illegal, and remove them from history, even. The same thing was done in colonies by and by. Other world govts., all under the same thugs ofcourse, did this in their countries too.

To get people to attack and kill, the matrilineal tribes of the world, they had to remove from the consciousness of people everywhere, this simple thing – that the human body makes poisons, just as the snake body does, just like several other animals do.

A natural human body makes various poisons, of different types, depending on the threats the energy field of the human perceives in the environment around.

One of the places that was my mothers’ line’s houses, was converted into a Hindu fertility temple after the mothers were forced to leave. However, to this day, the priests of the temple do not enter past the doorway, and even weave a thatched roof over the central atrium of the house blindfolded so that they do not even look in. This is because the mothers’ field was so full of poison that those who used to even look in, who weren’t of the similar energy field, used to lose their eyesight, get sores all over the body, go impotent and die from the lack of vital force. To this very day in 2024, once a year the priest weaves a fresh roof overhead blindfolded. In that “temple”, the door is the deity, because they cannot go beyond it.

Most religious places of the world are built over the houses of the matrilineal tribes because of the amazing energy fields, but the central points are restricted, blocked off, built over and such, because the poison emitted at the time of the mothers forced to leave, or killed there is that much.

If you come across a pilgrimage center, that’s associated with fertility, healing and such, often located near a natural spring, anywhere in the world; nine out of ten times, that was the seat of a matrilineal tribe, and was a pilgrimage center because people went to that family for healing. The families have been thrown out and the govts. and others appointed by them run those places like they’re businesses, to gather the emotional energy of people who have faith that God will help them there.

The pilgrimage of Sara the Kali, in France for example, is one of them, as are the “Mother of…” and “Our Lady of” various places, in Catholicism, taken over by the Roman empire after killing or throwing out the female line living there.

You take any religion’s main central pilgrimage points; Those are the seats of matrilineal tribes and the residence of the last matriarch allowed to live there. This is because, patriarchies were essentially nomadic and matriarchies were established places. All the patriarchal nomadic tribes traveled from one matrilineal seat to the other and they made the first maps of the ancient world. Not maps for war, but maps of where their mothers’ lines were established.

In India, people refer to their childhood home as their mother’s house to this day, despite the wiping out of matrilineal cultures.
You will find every ancient people calling their land by the name of the matriarchy there, and that iconography in ancient art.

 

But I digress, Ed.

How the thugs removed information about Human Body Poisons to introduce Public Funding of Abortion

A few years ago, I heard a person in America tell of how in the 1800s when the move to make abortion state funded was being introduced, women all over certain states got together and wrote a letter saying that whatever the excuse was for the state funding of abortion, the excuse of abortion needed to kill babies made out of rape should NOT be used, because they attested to the fact that if a woman is forced, she secretes a poison that kills the sperm and destroys the vital life force of the man; ie. she does not get pregnant. To this day you will come across this premise in traditions across the world. This is true for human women.

The governments of the world needed to make abortion state funded, so that they could use the people’s money to do the ritual murder of unborn babies that is at the very core of their needs as non-natural beings and black magicians. It has got nothing to do with rights of women, as women have been terminating pregnancies they didn’t want, without state funding or anyone else being involved, a long time. So they removed from the public sphere any information that might suggest that a woman’s body had any choice in whether a baby was made or not.
The fake female bodies, do not have the soul element that is required to choose whether to have a baby or not, so their bodies are no different from a lab tube in which you can combine sperm and egg.

But beyond that it is a woman’s soul that decides if she gets pregnant or not, and until recent times, this was honored and respected above other things. The flow of life is divine.

The thugs have also removed from public knowledge that the vast majority of cases of infertility and barrenness in women are caused by poisons secreted by women killing sperm because for some reason or the other their soul does not want to have a baby at that time, or with that man, or in that place. It is NOT a problem, it is the woman’s soul saying No. There’s a reason for that whether we know it or not.

Sexually abused girls and women, or those whose souls are being cheated in love, commonly face chronic blood poisoning that does not respond to treatments that work by stimulating circulation or supporting the liver. This is one major cause of acne in girls and women worldwide. Their bodies are producing poisons both physical and electrical in protest of the abuse. If someone were to study it, they’d find the health of those doing the abuse drastically affected. Again, this requires the soul and soulless inert bodies don’t do this.

The thugs do such abuse of women seeking fertility treatments, and have created a generation of blatantly lab made children to replace natural ones; lab made bodies who have no energetic connection to the parents and are therefore completely controllable by the state or whoever wants to program them. The lab babies don’t have the racial and genetic memory that is passed on through energy field union of the parents while making them. They are vulnerable to all kinds of assault.

But coming back to the topic, Ed, the fact that the human body makes poisons has been removed from public knowledge for these and other reasons.

Human Poisons and Apoptosis

Every single gland and organ in the body makes poisons, Ed. By poison, I mean, something that triggers death of living tissue. The scientific term for this is Apoptosis. Remember the POP – aPOPtosis. Without this, we wouldn’t have shapes, and our bodies would simply reproduce in all directions like a growing blob.

This is an intelligence of the soul, which constantly checks the body to see that the body mirrors the soul. If there’s a cell that’s not got the right energy field that matches the body, the soul will trigger that cell to kill itself, or an organ or gland nearby, to release a physical substance to kill that errant cell.

This is first of all important for us to develop the shape of human in the womb, then to keep growing according to our soul manifestation, keep healthy and free of poisons.

It is this function of apoptosis that is not working when a person develops cancer, for example. The body failed to PRODUCE THE POISONS to take out cells that were not the right kind for that organ or place. Think tumors, think cells carrying heavy metals and what not that drain vital energy and cause areas of the body to decay, fester and so on.

The “treatments” of radiotherapy and chemotherapy are crude butcher attempts to kill the false or wrong pattern cells manually, in the hope that once they’re removed the problem will have ended. Obviously the problem will NOT have ended and in fact a worse problem caused because the person’s apoptosis function would’ve gotten worse after the assault that radiotherapy and chemotherapy are; drained.

Note that I’m saying – Apoptosis is a soul function, based on inherited memory. All real recovery from any poison invasion of the body requires the body to make the poisons to counter that, kill the cells of the body that carry those poisons.

The soul directs the creation of these poisons and directs them to the particular cells that must die.
This is a high intelligence the thugs are never going to admit we have, because they don’t have it, their population of bio-bots don’t have it, and no one without a soul has. This is why they treat the human body like a mechanical machine. That’s them. They need crude force to keep alive because they don’t have apoptosis.

Apoptosis in all living beings, is studied from ancient times as the aspect of life energy or life force that corresponds to the heavenly body, Saturn. There is no life, no form, no shape, no beauty, not even IDENTITY, without this force that makes us conform every part of our manifestation in this realm to our SOUL purpose or life purpose. Just as it’s not very pleasant when our Mom or Dad teaches us we must tie our laces and tie them securely, before we run out to play; so the corrective effects of Saturn can seem unpleasant and a hindrance.

Literally physically, this force shows in us falling ill, getting a fever to deal with poisons – such as the fever after getting jabbed; and all those unpleasant things we experience when we’ve ingested things our bodies don’t accept and need to throw out. Hair fall is a common experience when poisoned. That’s because the hair pulls up the vibration of the poisons we’re hit by and in shedding removes those vibrations from the body.

Now poisons work on four levels, Ed. Blood, water, electricity and consciousness. I will put the article I wrote describing these at the bottom of this article so you don’t get distracted by that now, and focus here.
But poisons work on these four levels, from physical to subtle, to consciousness.

So our bodies don’t just react to physical poisons and make physical poisons, but also respond to energetic, electric, consciousness poisons (LIES, manipulation, deception) and similarly make poisons on those levels too.

My Granddad, Ed, the one I talk about the most, John Waltham, my darling Granddad who did so much for me; he had this saying from the island in the Hebrides, where he was born and grew up.

“The higher you climb, the rarer the air, the sweeter the sweet, the sharper the sword.”

He used to tell me that to convey that when we are on our path of becoming truer to our selves, whether we start that because we want to find true happiness or success in life; or because we want to no longer live lives of slavery; we become more reactive to things around us, and it can seem like the very act of breathing is difficult, because our lungs are literally demanding purer air, ie. filtering out poisons better than before.

So someone on the path to realizing our own soul, expressing our spirit, is immediately more reactive to what’s in the air, what’s in the food, what’s in the water and what’s coming at us from others, the media, the environment.

When this happens, naturally our bodies’ Apoptosis or Saturn function revvs up and starts producing poisons. We go through cycle after cycle of producing poisons that cause us to throw things out of our lives, often producing unpleasant symptoms along the way.

A lie or deception, Ed, is essentially a non-natural vibration and therefore something our body sees as something to be resisted. We depend on truth, Ed, for even something as basic as walking, because if someone tells us there’s a floor beneath us and there isn’t, and we take a step forward, we’ll fall.
Truth makes the maps in our brain, and in our consciousness that enable us to survive and thrive in our environment.
Lies are the enemy of that map, our life map, our chance of success map, and the body takes this seriously and reacts to lies.

We are living in an age of such lies, Ed, where the average human being doesn’t even know if the people who say they are family actually are family. The lies in everything from what’s good to eat and what’s not; to historical lies are just so much. But not more than our souls can handle. That is why we’re alive.

When the soul believes that there’s a lie so big, that it cannot create a matching vibration to resist and throw that lie out; the soul will trigger the death of the body altogether. That simple.

If we’re not dead, it’s because our Soul says we can do this. Just be patient, take it one day at a time, we can do this.

A person who has been exposed to a lot of lies, Ed, often has various weaknesses in the body caused by the strain of making poisons over years and decades to resist the consciousness and energetic assault caused by these. All the symptoms we call “aging” are simply the body getting tired of resisting the assault on our consciousness.

A vast number of conditions people have, Ed, that do not respond to the usual treatments, are caused by our Apoptosis or Poison Making or Saturn function not working well. Here are some of the most common worts of problems and some methods to deal with them.

When the Poison Making Function Isn’t working Right

1) The body isn’t making enough poisons.

A person with this problem has given up resisting the poisons they’re subjected to. The body is flabby even in childhood or youth, clammy cold, if this starts in childhood. When a person or child previously healthy and with a good warm body, suddenly loses motivation, begins to catch colds often (immunity drops), has anxiety, loss of confidence; ie., they give up resisting poisons and accept they’re going to die, they usually aren’t making enough poisons.

The one clear way most people can tell if they’re not making enough poisons, is, they stop expecting people to be honest with them and just accept a life of lies. They usually feel they cannot go on without certain people or a certain person in their life and so they accept that they’re going to be lied to for the rest of their lives.

Their soul isn’t going to accept that, naturally, so the body starts off the aging process. Very quickly they look suddenly aged and their lifestyle changes to reflect that.

Minerals that helps a person going through this, to get back to expecting truth and a life in which they are valued and respected enough to be given the truth; are the rather poisonous Malachite, Azurite, Apatite group. Those have phosphorus in them and as I mention in my book, Soul Elements- The Element of Time Focus – phosphorus which we keep in our bones is the physical manifestation of the energy of being able to be in a particular place or point in Time.

This greatly helps people in actually facing their reality, their environment and working their way out.
Note that these minerals are to be worn for their effects and not ingested.

The herbs that help a body to start up the poison making functions are also themselves poisons, but SUCH amazing life healers. The Amazing Yew, Oleander, Traveling Jew, Poison Ivy (Rhus Tox), Sauromatum Venosum are some of them.

The tinctures and diluted versions of these are commonly available online. You never need more than a drop a day.

2) The body is making too many poisons.

When a body is unable to deal with the poisons it’s making, because there’s no proper release for those, it starts storing the poisons up in places. This makes cancers, tumors, warts and such. This body is hyper sensitive and is going to react with allergies to every damn thing, because it’s so pissed off already.

This situation is usually the result of the person being secretly poisoned or betrayed. They’re being gaslit. Their body knows it’s happening but their mind is unable to believe or even consider such a thing; so the energy of the poisons released can’t be released. The person stays on edge, high alert and manifests all the symptoms of what is now known as cortisol syndrome.

Very often their body bloats up with water weight, as the lymphatic system retains water to keep the poisons diluted in the body instead of concentrated where they can start killing cells.

The natural resolution of this is for the person to bring to awareness the betrayal they have experienced and deal with that head on. Throwing betrayers out is never a gentle peaceful operation. It requires us to be passionate and pissed off and actually, even tired.

I knew this boy in primary school. He had an elder brother in high school, who didn’t treat him right. For many years the younger brother tolerated the older one. Then one day when the older brother came around sneering, the younger dude says to me loudly, “Ugly people need to do these things to get noticed.” I don’t believe I saw the older brother sneering around after that.

I remembered this now, because I’ve found in my own experience that one of the biggest problems people face in throwing out a betrayer from our lives, is, we’re afraid to call them ugly.

It’s something to do with the programming we’re put through where we’re taught that we should see everyone as beautiful, and never see anyone as ugly. In reality, our brain sees someone as ugly when we don’t like their energy. This is incredibly important for our survival.

The thugs erode our defensive abilities by programming us to self suppress and not call or classify someone as ugly. If you ever need to throw a betrayer out of your life, Ed, try saying it out loud, or typing it – is ugly. Repeat it. You’ll see the blocks in the path to throwing them out of your life will mysteriously disappear.

Crystals that help a body and soul work out ways to release poisons and clear out the lymphatic system which stores them over time, are Lapis Lazuli, Tanzanite, Sapphire, Seraphinite, Kyanite and so on. These are just the ones I know of and remember at this moment.

Herbs that help the body throw out physical poisons are many, but I will mention those which help the body to energetically cope with the shock that it is avoiding by not facing the betrayals happening.
Peyote Cactus – Anaholium Lewinii, Staphsagriya or Larkspur, Cannabis Sativa and the Artimisia family oF Mugwort, Wormwood come to mind.

3) Fluctuating between stopping making poisons for a while and then suddenly making a lot all of a sudden.

This is the most irritating frustrating thing for someone trying to move on in life, but actually it’s a sure sign that they are in fact actually moving on.

The body with this problem swings from highly energetic to completely fatigued and unmotivated. I guess you could call it bipolar energy disorder. It shows in everything they do pretty much, and it’s just very frustrating.
A common cause of this is the person’s energy field and personality being split.

There are multiple personalities – such as an inner child personality stuck in time blocked up inside, a teenage one still upset about something that happened then and stuck because it looks silly to release it; a young adult who nearly died because of the shock of a betrayal, and various wise personalities too, all there because in our times you’re not going to be very well accepted if you’re as brilliant, wise and sweet as you truly are.

Multiple personalities have their multiple problems, Ed, and the body at different times is influenced into things by these.

An example of this, Ed, is autoimmune problems, where the body’s own poisons attack the body’s own cells that are good needed ones. That’s multiple personalities clashing with each other.

I know several instances of people with diabetes, who are able to have sweet stuff without a problem when they’re in one place, and simply cannot, will immediately have rashes, swelling and what not, in their own home, if they eat the same thing there.

In places where their inner child personality feels safe, they can have sweet stuff without a problem. So they can go to their hometown and eat stuff layered in sugar from their childhood bakery and not turn a hair. But in their adult homes, they can’t. It’s because their inner child doesn’t feel safe in their new situation, and/or some other blocked up personality comes out in their adult home, which has faced betrayal and has a problem with sweet anything because they believe sweet anything is a deception. They’re in that zone where they just can’t believe anything good exists in this world anymore.

Here’s something I wrote to you the other night, Ed.

I feel that the inability to create multiple personalities in response to severe trauma, is one of the causes of people psychologically freezing as we see with autism etc. The child is unable to deal with the betrayal and unable to create an alternative fragment of soul to continue facing daily life. So all progress is stalled.
Near everyone has to fragment themselves, Ed, to survive in thug world. Those innocents who can’t do that, or whose soul refuses to do that for some reason, freeze development at that point.

So you see, we have to honor that part of us that actually makes us able to fragment so that we can continue to survive till we are of the age or in the situation where we can deal with things; that part of us that holds the big picture and our core life purpose.

The secret to releasing our multiple personalities and working as One, again, is in that part of us that made those fragments and that carried us from and through the tragedies to this moment; that part of us that manifested this moment where we are becoming aware of what we’ve been through and that it’s time to unite up as a person.

That wonderful personality of us that did all this, is simply the God or Goddess in us; the one who is untouched by the ravages of time, unchanged by the surroundings; as glorious in us as a baby as in us when we’re throwing up in the bathroom after making some bad decisions.

This God or Goddess aspect of us sits physically in the Holy of Holies of our bodies, the sexual circle, the space at the bottom of our torso where our sexual organs are.

Sexual assault is aimed at shattering the energy field here, to shatter our ability to keep our soul, and our soul identity and purporse together. This is why sexual assault and chemical castration is being pushed one way or another by those who farm and exploit us.

The sexual circle is where our super-intelligence sits, the intelligence that is beyond our brain function and even memory, our access to unlimited primal energy and wisdom.

This primal part of us, the God or Goddess in us, is the one who breaks us and makes us.

Every cell in our bodies listens to Him or Her.

When we respect, honor and OBEY the leading of our inner God or Goddess, we will find our fragmented personalities agreeing finally and with that our energy will begin to flow reliably again.

All over the world, people knew the highest healing came from rituals that honored the sexual organs, because it is sexual energy that from birth to death generates the body and runs every aspect of it.

Truly, Ed, it is the enemy of humanity and happiness that ever demeans, or disrespects or treats the sexual organs as disposable, silly, stupid, foolish.. and horror of horrors, crime of crimes… dirty. Our sexual organs are our power. They trigger life and death, no less.

One of the most powerful healing treatments, is to do rituals to honor and worship one’s own sexual organs. I cannot overstate how powerful this is. It can turn things around so quickly, open the mind and consciousness and just work such wonders.

The taking back of urine and sexual fluids (note, urine IS a sexual fluid too), is one powerful way to do this. My book about how doing this changed my life is available here.

Another way is to do an exercise where you actually focus on the sexual circle, or the Womb Crystal, or the Bowel in men; the circle that encloses your deep guy and sexual organs. You simply hold awareness there, as long as you can, as often as you can in the day, but definitely atleast in the night before sleeping and in the morning. This is described in my book, “Womb – Take Back Your Sexual Energy“.

Another method, and one which made the critical turning point for me in my life, is rituals of worshiping Yoni and Lingam united. This is a pre-religious pagan custom that was once practiced all over the world, but in recent times seems to be preserved symbolically in most places (the six pointed Star of David for example is the upward pointed male triangle united with the downward pointed female one thus becoming the perfect example of the powerhouse of sexual energy. In some places, as in South Asia, the worship or reverence of, or “invoking of the energy of” the sexual organs is still openly practiced. I’ve written about it in my book “Sexual Energy Healing“.

But whichever method we take, Ed, the aim is simple. To honor that part of us that is eternal, our Sexual Being, the God or Goddess within.

I once found it hard to understand, Ed, coming from religious programming. The modern religions and philosophies speak of sexuality as something restricted to the physical life. They say the soul is genderless. It all sounds good, but it is not true in reality, Ed.

The Soul has Sex. The Soul IS Sex, the Soul is Male or Female, God or Goddess.

This is precisely why some people have a problem with the genetically modified body or hormonally messed with body they have. Babies, Ed, en-masse worldwide, have been messed with in the womb, artificially induced into developing the wrong sexual patterns and organs sometimes, and then messed with after birth as well. This is a huge crime against humanity happening for many many decades now. It’s called inversion of gender. This results in babies being born with unclear gender, pushed into the wrong line, and then feeling like they’re the other gender in their soul.

This is done Ed, to normalize “gender confusion” that is the actual state of children born purely lab made – bio-robots if you will, who are soulless and therefore sexless or genderless.

The thugs have maimed children all over the world, those with souls, to cause REAL gender confusion; so that we begin to accept people with male bodies behaving like females, and vice versa; and under cover of that they release soulless entities with no sex at all, 100% fake humans. Someone called them “Androids”.

But you see, Ed, they deny that it’s the soul that is the gender. They think you can give a fetus certain hormones and it will develop male organs and be a man. But it’s the soul that’s a man or a woman.

And it’s that primal first Being of ours that is the God or Goddess that holds us together, makes multiple personalities to help us survive and then helps us resolve our issues and unite back up.

The ultimate healing of our bodies and lives comes from honoring the God or Goddess we are.

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