Dear Ed,
This one came to me as a complete surprise. But my life and being have been changed so drastically by lead ore crystals that I cannot not talk about it.
Now, Ed, it’s common knowledge that we have metals in our body and these are absolutely essential for various things.
The modern world talks about the use of metals in the biological functions, but the reality is, Ed, that the first use of metals is in conducting the electricity or currents of the body. It is first through the conduction of energy, Ed, that the metals affect the biology of the body.
A lot of conditions people find physical medicine not treating are actually muck-ups in the conducting of energy through the body. Like literally the electricity not being conducted through. I have written a bit about the use of ash of metals called “Bhasma” previously.
One of the most common conditions faced by people today is when the body has conducted so many surges through (such as because of shock) that the metal concentrations and locations in the body all get messed up and the body becomes unresponsive or hyper-reactive or swings between both, because nothing is where it’s supposed to be.
There are two great healer metals, Ed, which are such, because they regulate all the other metals in the body. These are at the two opposite ends of electricity or natural energy flow in the body, Ed.
They are Gold and Lead.
Now if a body is in a sort of paralysis where the LOWER BODY is active but the upper body isn’t conducting that energy up; Gold, Ed, like a magnet will pull iron filings to it, will slowly pull and push metals in the upper body to align to the lower body and thereby conduct energy up.
This obviously is simple natural support for a sluggish body and it was the ancient world’s one-size-fits-all medicine, insurance for every possible illness a person could face in their lives.
But in our times, Ed, Gold isn’t healing and preserving like it used to. This is because Gold itself carries vital energy, and has its own intelligence. You can’t be an evil bastard and steal gold from wherever and think it’s going to help you. You only going to look like a jackass.
I have been to many a funeral where the gold was taken off the body before burial and there was no difference between the gold on and gold off. The gold was as dead as the corpse.
Like everything in the universe, gold too is a conductor of emotional energy. You can’t mentally program it. It is a very, very, high intelligence, Ed, that controls people, bloodlines. Granddad said that the gold in the family called the births, deaths and such.
The time my mother’s tribe were about to be killed, Ed, the gold in the house, many very, very ancient priceless antiques began to “sing” something like a low buzz. Touching it caused a sort of nervous numbness. My Granddad’s wife told him that it’s the sound of the end of the settlement. The life of the gold, leaves the cells just like when our soul leaves the body. You should either bury or burn the body to release the energy.
If you don’t do this, the bloodline won’t experience the rebirth it’s supposed to. It’ll just hang on degenerating. That gold will become a curse.
They would then burn the gold, and eat the ash of it or put it into the river. My Great great grandmother, the day she burned the gold, she put the ash outside the house at the back and that night maybe it was animals, or maybe the nature spirits she called, they came and ate it.
About seven months later the settlement was wiped out.
In our times, Ed, when people have just a little gold, the gold will often disappear or get lost. It always indicates a major transformation in the bloodline, a new start and the end of the old paradigm.
Gold doesn’t care that it’s supposed to be a valuable, Ed, gold sees itself as a healer who’ll be there when needed and leave when not. When gold leaves, other metals and earth energies like crystals can and will arrive.
This information is hidden, Ed, because the world economy is based on gold reserves. If they let us know that gold itself is just the carrier of vital energy triggers and its energy value can fluctuate, we’ll realize we’re in a fake world economy and the vital energy or emotional health of the people of a country are its actual value and currency.
Unlike the soulless who being not connected to the soul of the earth, need gold to trigger their vital energy to move, we humans, as you might have noticed, are born without gold ornaments and perfectly capable of living our whole lives without gold or anything else at all really.
It’s only that as part of the earth field as we manifest our soul intention we interact with earth energies choosing some, who are our partners on our path for a while or even long term.
So you see, Ed, gold can repair a body whose upper parts are sort of cut off from the lower.
Now, Ed, the very opposite healing is done by lead. Lead grounds the energy of the upper frequencies to the earth field beneath. This is almost exactly what happens when lightning happens. Frequencies in the air meet the earth field. This is what creates the fresh air after a storm.
I got to go slow here, Ed, so I get this out right.
I’m going to give you my own example. Now, Ed, I’m a ritual torture subject who was repeatedly subjected to heavy electric shocks in childhood as the primary form of torture done to me.
I have been subjected one way or another to shocks upon shocks as a way to cause my body to release vital energy.
I got disconnected from earth energy out of shock at one point (common in people who are betrayed by who they consider family or very close ones) and was surviving on mental and soul energy.
You could say my lower body became inert. I had almost no sexual energy, and experienced the conditions people have these days that get diagnosed as chronic fatigue, fibromyalgia and such. This progresses in people to insulin resistance, diabetes, hypothyroidism and so on. In all these conditions the soles of the feet lose sensitivity and the feet swell up.
I could sense my body electricity conductivity was way off, so I tried wearing gold, copper, silver, and even mercury, with no real success.
I got by, by manually doing a lot of grounding. I had moderate success with heavy grounding crystals like Black Onyx (my savior).
I noticed an interesting thing, Ed, when I was grounding myself. You know how they market some crystals as “high frequency” “third eye opening”? I bought and tried many of them without much of a difference to me.
My biggest breakthroughs in spiritual vision and clarity, Ed, have come from the grounding crystals.
You see, Ed, natural humans have natural spiritual vision. That’s different from the faculty of the brain of “envisioning” which is a form of imagination.
The soulless use high frequency crystals to stimulate the brain to imagine or visualize things.
But if you’re a natural human, you want to actually see actual reality that’s not in front of you physically; and while high frequency crystals help us clear the mental fog that block our processing of what we’re seeing; the biggest blocks, which are the blocks between the upper and lower body are eased by the heavy grounding energies.
The day I saw you in my meditation, Ed, so many years before I saw you in this world, and when I wasn’t even thinking of a man, I was meditating with a black onyx.
But this is where lead comes in, Ed. Lead, Ed, is a powerful conductor of electricity from the upper body to the lower body to the earth field. The opposite direction of Gold.
You’d wonder if that’s so, why is it a poison. The same reason, Ed, why any medicine is supposed to be taken the right way. The most powerful medicines are poisonous when ingested, Ed.
Natural lead, Ed, in its ore forms are of such high vibration that you don’t need to be particularly sensitive to feel it. And you know immediately, you don’t need to eat it, drink it. You just need to keep it close to you.
There are several natural forms of lead, Ed. I can tell you about Galena and Anglesite.
They’re simply different manifestations of lead, Ed.
Galena – Lead Sulphide
I saw Galena on a website and my soul jumped. I got the tiniest piece. I was just shocked, Ed. I had never come across that vibrancy in any so called “inanimate” object before.
Words and thoughts left me, Ed, as I was mute in front of this manifestation of life force. If ever a crystal just walked in, took my hand and ran the show, it’s been Galena, Ed. I’d cried to.God so much before, “I wish I had my family alive, so they could come and help me, when I’m going such times.” God sent Galena, Ed.
I wear Galena wrapped in a little cloth in a little bag tied around my waist. Sometimes I take it out and run it along my limbs, just to experience the way everything under the surface moves to it, like nails would move when a magnet is moved overhead.
Apparently Galena is a superconductor of electricity. The first radios were made of Galena as the primary receiver of radio signals, and the converting of those signals themselves into electric current! This meant places without electricity could have working radios. The Boy Scouts of America to this day have the making of these “crystal radios” on their list of things to learn for survival.
But all of that faded out of importance to me, Ed, when I felt the sheer life support I got just holding a tiny piece of it. Our bodies are essentially bio-electrical.
As soon as Galena arrived, Ed, the little bits of gold I had, mostly because my dad always wanted me to have gold, disappeared. I didn’t even feel sad. I know when gold disappears or leaves it means a huge change coming.
And then, Ed, some weeks later, I saw Anglesite online.
Anglesite – Lead Sulphate
My mind dismissed it. After all it’s simply what Galena becomes when oxidized. That evening, Ed, I was going through an emotional crisis and I saw that same crystal of Anglesite I’d seen online, now in my energy field!!!
I hadn’t even thought of buying it, Ed. And here it was in my energy field literally counseling me, Ed. Giving me directions in the kitchen like my grandmother.
One day I was walking out, Ed, when Gabriel’s sandals snapped. I got so upset, Ed, because of so many things… I was already crying inside about something else, and it was so hot, the road covered with huge burning rocks and tar, impossible to walk on barefeet without burning, my mind almost went blank. The crystal in my aura told me, second by second, step by step, what to do. Cross the road. Go under the tree. Now exchange sandals with him. (We’re nearly the same size now). Now open the uber app.
.. And so on, Ed.
A week of this caring for, with me thinking, “The next time I can afford it, I will buy Anglesite for sure,” I got money. And Ed, I began to think I would first buy one of two other crystals I had on my list a long time. I went through three days of immense stress, because I had to choose one of the three.
On the proverbial third day, Ed, the thugs doing rituals here who are currently desperate to get me into a relationship with any one of their male offerings, did a dream invasion featuring three of their prospects. It was organized like a skit, featuring someone playing me and the three options.
They showed the entity playing me going on dates with each of the three men and then weighing the pros and cons of each.
I woke so pissed off and wrote you a whole flaming piece about how evil it is to string people on, making many men or women thinking they have a chance with you. And treating people like objects, looking at the pros and cons instead of just going by heart connection.
That afternoon, the Anglesite crystal in my field looked at me, and suddenly it hit me. I’ve been treating the three crystals I have to choose from, like objects, looking at the pros and cons. Instead of going by heart connection, choosing one who would be a partner in my life, I was thinking in terms of which would be the “wiser” or most profitable use of my money.
I felt really bad, Ed, but just a few hours later, I was brazenly and shamelessly doing the pros and cons things again.
I told the Anglesite crystal, “See, this other crystal, has these benefits, and this other one has these…. And you, you’re already here in spirit, do I need your body too?”
(I know how horrible it is. Ed. This incident made me realize how deep the programming is to make decisions that involve money heartlessly. )
The Anglesite crystal didn’t reply. So I said, “Don’t you want to say something to make the case for you?”
It simply had the air of, “I’m not bothered. I know what I know.” I was like, “Hmm. That’s a lot of confidence.”
The next day, Ed, I decided to get crystal no. 1 which I’ve wanted a long time, but it had been sold. I go to crystal no. 2 and I realize it’s just overpriced and I can’t buy it at that price. And it’s not available anywhere but that place.
And that left Anglesite. And I bought it.
I was too embarrassed to talk to Anglesite for a day or two, Ed. During that time, the whole energy field here seemed to change. A copper wire art piece disappeared from under my pillow.
Then finally Anglesite arrived, Ed. When it arrived, Ed, I didn’t immediately feel any fantastic effect. It was much smaller than I’d expected and I was somewhat disappointed. You know how size matters.
But a few hours later, as I was working on the computer, I had the experience of a calm spiritual awareness of my highest reality in the spiritual realms at the same time as this reality sitting on the mat typing in the computer. The thugs watching me called my phone from a spam number as they do, any time they notice I’m in peace or my energy changes. I picked up the phone, checked out the number calling, rejected the call, put the phone down; all while being fully experiencing my highest spiritual form in the astral at the same time.
Since then I’ve felt grounded and like I am actually really in my body for the first time in decades. I didn’t know I needed this grounding till this experience. Being grounded opened my spiritual vision in a new way. My spiritual “vision” is a lot more sensory now instead of just vision. I can smell and feel the texture and depth of things in the astral, where before that was very rare for me. It’s been so overwhelming that I’ve actually withdrawn and I am just very carefully letting myself experience things.
I find that parts of me damaged by repeated shocking, to the point where energy just flows through without staying long enough to repair and heal anything; are beginning to become sensitive. I never knew I was living with this much numbness.
I see that without me knowing it, my energy field has swung between hyper-conductive and then resistant or near dead – a common cause of metabolic disharmony like thyroid imbalance, and long term autoimmune conditions too.
Lead has slowly been balancing my metabolic rate, like nothing I’ve taken, or carried or worn ever.
My journey continues, Ed.
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After I wrote that last sentence, Ed, I went to cook, feed Gabriel, then nap. As I was sleeping, Ed, as usual Gabriel who is non neuro-typical came around playing and disturbing me over and over. This always pisses me off and really harasses me sometimes because I get very, very, little time to rest.
But today as I slipped in and out of sleep feeling so irritated, my brain nerves almost screaming with tiredness, I saw various lead ore types including Galena and Anglesite, working on the brain by frequency. Tense, taut nerves and brain cells seemed to unclog and relax. For the first time, I saw that brain cells have emotions too and that they can, despite stress, do well if they are happy and cheerful. Somehow the lead ore frequency makes them to be cheerful in the face of the disruption caused by sleep disturbance.
I know that lead ore crystals are solid and sure brain and nervous system healing. I wouldn’t depend only them for any serious brain or nervous condition. Herbs ingested and smoked can bring immediate and permanent healing. I’ve experienced that and it’s invaluable. But there’s this last mile in healing…. We need pure frequency healing that gathers us together emotionally, to take us across the finish line.