Dear Ed,
I have lately been dissatisfied with descriptions of the energies and effects of crystals and minerals that I’ve found online. I love to hear about them as anyone would love to hear about those special spirits who have helped them from when they were little. So I have felt lonely when I find people talking about them without fully conveying to the heart about them.
So, I am going to try and describe one as often as I can, to you, just for the joy and happiness of it, Ed.
The first I’m going to describe is Rose Quartz. I’m not going to refer to what others have said, Ed, because my experience is my experience and my allegiance is to my firsthand experience as that’s why God has made me an individual soul.
This Rose Quartz, Ed, is a fighter, Ed. I got some flak, Ed, when I, for an article on my herbal website, said that the energy of the Rose, the FLOWER, is a fighter.
I don’t want to swear, Ed, but I attest to it, hand on my heart. Everything to do with the Rose is A1 fighter energy.
You think about it, Ed, the plant grows thorns and is known to bloom even in the snow.
We just look at the lovely soft petals and think, “Awwww.” But that Being is the thorns too and many have been the casualties who reached for the flower never imagining there were thorns.
The rose hedge is a protective hedge like few others. It lets all the right animals in and keeps out the wrong ones.
The natural protective and defensive intelligence of the Rose is up there, Ed, the stuff of legends.
You take the fruit of the natural Rose, Ed, dog rose, called Rosehips. That fruit can make a dying person live on a bit. It’s got that energy to revv up a flagging soul and body. All over the world the Rose is medicine for all kinds of things traditionally. In warm places, Rose water and Rose candy are known from home to home. In cold places, Rosehips tea is well known, as well as other medicines.
I’m telling you, Ed, that plant is a fighter.
And people have similar misconceptions about Rose Quartz, Ed. They think it’s a rather general good feeling vibe crystal that “supports love and romance”. That’s true, and it’s true only because to support love and romance in our times requires a fighter, a warrior and that’s what Rose Quartz is.
I’m telling you, Ed, from such long experience with the most evil, openly manifested demons you could imagine, whose path has crossed mine because of me being a ritual torture subject; the very core of every single assault on a natural human being is on the emotional energy body of the person to drain the person of love energy and make them feel cut off from love.
This is the equivalent of telling a child, “Mommy doesn’t love you anymore.” It’s the equivalent of telling a man or woman that their Beloved mate doesn’t love them anymore.
It’s immediately crippling, Ed, it shocks the soul, it makes the person lose sense of their very place in the universe, it makes them lose sense of where they’re going. The energy of the body pauses because the system doesn’t know towards what or what for we’re doing this grand, enormous work of keeping the organs going, taking in air, converting it to energy in the blood, sending that around, processing it; and this just one of many such processes. We just get shocked, Ed.
Some of us take years and years to actually recover from a shock of that sort. Especially because 9.9 out of ten times that shock is delivered covertly through psychic suggestion and not directly.
If a person goes down because of any kind of psychic or black magic attack, Ed, it is because they’re hit like this. If someone going great in life, suddenly loses steam, suddenly can’t move forward without the most intense strain and struggle; simply loses mojo, it’s because they’re being hit like this. They don’t know it mentally because if they did, they’ll go immediately to their loved ones and find they’re still loved. Or they’ll dump whoever is supposed to be loving them but actually isn’t.
But if they don’t know where they’re being hit, and who’s hitting them, they can’t deal with it.
When someone who should know you love them, asks you anyway, or needs you to keep saying it, it’s because they’re being hit, not because they doubt you.
If you keep needing to be reassured, it’s because you’re being hit.
And Ed, just as the energy of the Rose plant is one of the best medicines for support in recovery from energy assault, so the MIGHTY ROSE QUARTZ or Pink Quartz is a wonderful support.
It doesn’t make a person go take up their sword and kill whoever. It simply pulls the energy of the person inward to the core.
I have to tell you, Ed, that one bead of Rose Quartz won’t do this strongly enough. It’s got to be a small tumble stone without a hole going through or a bigger piece, or something that’ll fill the closed palm, whether lots of little pieces or beads, but it has to be a good quantity. You know the quantity is enough for you if your body temperature falls a bit holding it, your hand feels cold.
Though it initially causes a slight drop in body temperature, soon your body will respond by raising blood circulation and the temperature will rise again.
And Ed, this crystal energy pulls energy inwards itself and influences our bodies to do the same.
It is a real support for when a person’s energy field is being blown outwards to break the person.
Note, Ed, that all energy assault blows the energy field by causing the energy to flow outwards. Energy flowing in cannot be harvested by the parasites. It has to be flowing out in physical energy or mental energy or such.
So naturally the first thing to stop the drain is stop the outflow. And Rose Quartz does that.
The beauty of it is, it does that without shutting us off or numbing us out. In fact we get even more emotionally sensitive and this is so important, because that’s what makes us able to fully deal with the situation.
Imagine you’re walking in the corridor of your home, Ed, surrounded by the homes of people you know a long time, and trust; and suddenly you’re stabbed from behind. As you fall forward, despite your shock you register the smell, the feel, the sound of the attacker’s feet as they run away.
That awareness in the moment, Ed, is so important because you’ll have an idea of who among all those people you trust did this attack of you. It’ll be the reason you protect yourself and your loved ones from future attacks. It’ll lead to revealing who the energy vampire is, sitting in your consciousness draining your energy so you’re not living to your full potential.
Usually the shock of the attack makes us go numb and the attackers take advantage of that.
But Rose Quartz, Ed, can help us recover our senses quickly when we’re under attack and become aware. So it’s such a powerful aid for people who don’t know how they’re getting drained and by who.
Now, Ed, just emotional awareness isn’t enough. We must be strong enough to face that,
1) “I am under attack.”
2) Someone I trust has been the channel for the attack or the attacker themselves.
3) It is THIS PERSON.
To be able to face this we need self esteem to trust our instinct and even hear it.
Always, Ed, in the area of spiritual warfare the main loophole used to attack a person is that they feel unloved.
This feeling then makes the person feel they’re not quite “right”. Because the feeling of being loved is our first natural validation of our nature, which contains our instinct. If we feel unloved we feel out of sync with the universe and can’t give importance to our instinct. We have low self esteem.
Rose quartz frequency is very simply the frequency of mother’s womb blood.
All of us animals associate peace frequency blood with mother, as we all quite physically and really are made of mother’s blood.
This blood is love pure and straight, no turning this way or that.
Primal parts of us respond to that blood frequency and it just strengthens us deep inside.
I can say this to you, Ed, because I got rose quartz for the first time when I was numb with motherlessness. My mother left this realm half an hour after I was born and I cannot describe to you the wound left. Let me just say that the wound was bigger than me and my aura. To meet me, to contact me was to meet and contact my mother wound.
Then I got rose quartz just because it was pretty and I kept it near my head. It was in a 2 inch pyramid then, and it was too much of high energy to sleep with near my head so I’d put it near my feet before sleeping. But till I was dozing I’d have near my head or near me or on my belly button if I was lying down and meditating.
My life changed. I had no idea then what was happening. That I was looking for my mother in the spiritual realms, that my soul was calling for her.
Verily, verily I say unto thee, Ed; if Rose Quartz even rises into the consciousness of a person, such as this email coming on to your screen, it’s because your soul has cried for Mother, and Mother is calling back for you too.
That’s the core message of this writing, Ed. That you have called for Mother and Mother is coming to you in different ways.
One way that happens, is Rose Quartz. Ed, the frequency of this crystal awakens a person’s longing to love and be loved. All those things we absorb from our mother’s embrace we will absorb from this crystal too.
This frequency is a highway, a medium of conduction of all true love. All crystals are, Ed, but this is on that love-before-we-had-a-brain frequency. Love before we knew we had anything wrong or less about us. We were King of the world, Queen of the World when she made us cell by cell.
And it was in those days we knew our one Beloved Soulmate as his or her Spirit too, without condition, without reservation.
Rose quartz brings us in to that place in the center of us, the center of every cell.
Anyone with problems feeling loved, especially if there was a lack of love from the mother, could be greatly, greatly, helped, in ways you could never imagine, because you don’t even know how deep the mother wound goes till you start healing.
I can tell you, Ed, a year or two of having Rose Quartz in a person’s life, they will be unrecognizable energetically and otherwise. The healing of the mother wound is something that works on such a profound primal level that it takes time to show on the surface. The healing starts so deep. But it just changes you.
You start believing in love despite everything. You start caring for yourself. You start enjoying beauty. You start being gentle and kind to yourself. Sunrises and sunsets make you happy again. Flowers and puppies make you happy again.
You begin to dream of green grass, blue skies and holding someone’s hand.
I know people who’ve released addiction to porn as Rose quartz slowly drew them into sensitivity and faith in unconditional love again. One person said to me, “I have never orgasmed without porn, despite being in three marriages. Today for the first time I had an orgasm without porn. I think I might be ready for love.”
As I was saying earlier, Ed, ALL energy assault is essentially at its core an assault on our feeling loved, which is our faith in love.
So for repair of a broken heart, no matter how the heart broke, Rose Quartz is good, solid medicine.
I had a puppy pining around the house after his siblings all got adopted. I massaged him gently with a Rose quartz stone. He fell asleep and when he woke he started playing with his shadow and climbing over his mother, tryng to sit on her head, instead of going around the house pining.
I felt it helped him cope with the loss by bringing him into the moment.
I find that Rose Quartz does that powerfully. It pulls you into the moment so you can sleep, rest, do what you’re doing with your attention in the moment.
This is incredibly powerful help for people with very stressed lives.
Rose quartz is not altogether a peaceful energy in the sense that, when you come into the moment you become aware of your being attacked, often who’s attacking you, and this can naturally work you up and that’s a GOOD and RIGHT working up.
Any sense of injustice you feel with Rose Quartz on you or close by, you can be sure it’s not from your ego, but your primal soul and therefore you can be sure you’re not the problem, your soul is hurt, deprived, suffering and you’ve every right and duty to stop what’s causing that.
People tend to think that the big changes in our lives come from big decisions, changes of location or career or relationships. But actually the biggest change for the better comes from when we change our attitude to ourselves and stop accepting emotional treachery.
The thug world, with the huge fake human population,has trained us all to accept fake friendship, fake love, fake everything; and not expect true, sincere, royalty, truth telling, upholding of core values of brotherhood, sisterhood; LOVE.
People live with emotional pain caused by those they call friends, lovers, family, all the time; because we’re told it’s normal.
But it’s not normal. When someone doesn’t care for your feelings, it’s not normal. When someone thinks it’s OK to hurt you emotionally, say hurtful things, lie, put you down; that’s not normal. They do NOT love you. And they never will. You can’t make someone who doesn’t love you, love you.
Tenderness IS love. The hugest, roughest, brute of a man, his touch changes when he holds his love or his baby. THAT is normal. That is evidence of soul and of love.
Rose quartz helps people in situations of abuse to build up self esteem and value ourselves enough to change our lives, so that we can come of that life frequency of pretending we don’t want tender love; and make a life if a frequency that’ll hold our true Beloved.
There’s this false idea people have, Ed, that they can stay in their lives full of abuse and one day, Prince or Princess Charming will come and show them love again.
In reality if your life frequency is an “I accept emotional abuse, deceit , fakery, and callousness,” your Beloved cannot come into your life, because he or she can’t love you in that life atmosphere. That’s an anti-love, love killer atmosphere.
Rose quartz helps you develop the self esteem to clear your life of emotional dead-ends, drains, and cheats. Friends who pretend to love you but sneer at you behind your back are also cheats and your body feels it even if you tell yourself you don’t care, you’re just hanging with them for the sake of company.
Our soul has taken up this manifestation, not to hang about, drinking maybe, killing time, talking crap with fakers. That’s the fake humans. That’s as good as it gets for them. If they manage to pick someone up and get laid then that’s their highest life.
We’re in this life to experience the most beautiful, highest love. We’re in this lifetime to spread our soul wings and express the magic in the depths of us out into myriads of wonderful energies that take different forms.
We’re meant to love and be loved, that energy that makes angels blissful, birds sing, dolphins roll about in the pleasure of the deep waters.
It starts with cleaning our lives and systems out of those things that block love. Rose quartz is one of those amazing things in nature that can radically help us do that.
Those who do inner child healing work are greatly helped by Rose Quartz.
I was telling you yesterday on the walk how we’re taught to psych ourselves up with affirmations and the like to recover from energy and psychic attacks. But in reality, mental conditioning only builds shell or defense strength. To actually heal the energy body wound in us, we need to soak in the feeling of love. It’s that feeling of love that actually is the only thing that that heals, that repairs the actual matrix of the energy field.
Rose quartz is one of those frequencies, Ed, that repairs our ability to love just by its nearness. It’s not a very expensive stone, it’s available almost everywhere and is many people’s first crystal experiences.
Recently, Ed, it came to my notice that a lot of people have crystals and rocks whose power they never really experienced. I think, it’s sometimes because the crystal was waiting for the right time. And other times, Ed, I’ve found like in my own case, I was mentally shutting out rocks from leading me and showing me things and communicating with me; or being a conduit for spiritual learning and revelation, because I thought they were “just another rock” or that they couldn’t.
Actually very rock is a stable energy, Ed, and that’s why it’s a stable conductor of energy and a portal. Any old rock on the roadside can be, IS a portal. I find, Ed, that when we allow ourselves to look at a rock or crystal and just know it’s a portal and that it’s in our life for a reason, in that moment, and we ask the spirit of the stone, the spirit who manifested as it to reveal to us what we need to know; then we have a whole amazing experience following.
